bellachocolata

yay!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 04 May 2005 04:06:49 GMT

ITS MY BIRTHDAY YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm the last lj entry

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh!

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 04:01:40 GMT

omg i want this shirt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

omg omfg.

i need this shirt.

it wasnt that bold.

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 02:49:25 GMT

cuteness.

i would marry him if he asked me 2morrow.

...no not really, but i would think about it.

i would type about my fun weekend but
u know.

i wish i grew up in atl.

sum places in san diego, you just can't go...
el cajon.santee.

i guess thats what u get when most of ur friends dont look like you.

i am still laughing at vinces party lol
and lewis sexy ass. wooo

haha
"you think hes cute?"
"yea"
"yup youre big enough to be his girlfriend"
lol sophie and andra

i miss my nigs in bacarach.lol

and melissa and lydia-the other minorities

its not the same when ur in class vs when ur in a show.

yea man.
i think senioritus hit me, cuz i dont care about n e thing

i hate all my classes...well mt no. but the rest of em yes.

and i dont even care about ppl no more. if i do cry at graduation, it prolly wont be bcuz i miss ppl, its prolly bcuz i miss the school and high school itself.

sry friends.

ill try and keep in touch.
try.

but itll be like last yr....they all just faded away.

and mike hune is in jail.

i wonder who will go to jail in our group....
it prolly wont be the ppl who we all hate.

itll be like the randomest person....like tova lol

no more like...iono.

theyll get mad, i gotta watch what i say on the lj.

go see our show

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 22:38:24 GMT

Go see back to baccahrach!

its the best show since your mom

cuz i did write the show you know
me and burt together
one day we sat down and said it would be a good idea

lafeyette-cute like a lil pooch-who is way cuter than cha...rlie lol

and alyssa is jealous if his acne.

GO SEE OUR SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2MORROW 2 and 7 and next week at 7....

i hate everything

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 04:55:15 GMT

i guess its good that andre told me that i dont make him look bad

i cant sing i guess?
well im gonna go kill myself

cuz ive never pushed myself to work on my voice this hard

back 2 baccahrach is ruining my fuckin life
why could i sing 1940s so good but this shit is harder
i mean hard.

if its not amazing its hideous.

maybe we should push the dates back lol just for me!

i am serisouly depressed

and im sick of all these ppl who tell me that they have so much to do.

and i swear u know wut its senior yr. i say fuck it

i dont have to pretend that i like these people any more

Some people are just jealous.

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 03:44:54 GMT

ROBIN!
if ben wants to wear a french floppy hat with a doo rag under. then let him.
if he wants to dance like a crackhead on heroine, then let him.
if he wants to be in the gospel choir but dont know the words to the song! then let him!

i love that kid. but he doesnt know it.

07 and 06 win for under age hotties lol

4 months

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 06:54:24 GMT

thats what is left.

dont u wish, that when sumone made u mad, u could just sock em. just like that

well i guess you could but people would see you
and if u had a conscience youd feel bad

well 1,2,3,4,5,6,7......8
i could but i dont

cuz payback is a biotch.

and i hope you get pregnant like chrissie jogoleff and in jail like her brother..even tho hes out

and i hope you get on pcp so you can gouge you eye out like houston lol

and when i get time, im gonna call you and tell you since you dont know that you're one of the 8!

arent you lucky!

the look. of love.

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 23:09:00 GMT

wow my stalker status is up high 2 day lol
but i quit so im ok heh
i wont follow him to his bus n e more
lol and wait 4 alyssa to talk 2 nigel lol

well
i figured out what i like now

that was so sweet and he didnt even know it.
he was so concerned. i love it
u kno
a look is powerful

you could say, "i hate you" or "i love you" happy or sad

or you could be sad cuz i look sad.
and you could be cute one day.like today.
and do the puppy eyes. real cute
or you could be wutever u do iono

meanwhile at lunch lol

alyssa lol
he knows we think hes cute.
good.

i swear i like younger boys?

thats ok demi and ashton paved the way lol

We're the next bennifer

shandinjamin.

nice...

ya and i decided just now. that i just want to hug him. but i dont like like him.

....ok...

what

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 05:21:36 GMT

so hes mad cuz i called him a loser.

i asked him what he was doing with his life

and he got defensive
i think if ur over 18 with no job, not going to college, or not a trust fund baby,

you're a loser.

duh
and no im not gonna apologize. i meant what i said.

there is no excuse 4 you to not be doing anything
.

so don't talk to me cuz i dont like losers.

i dont want to be a polictican

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 04:11:23 GMT

or one of those people like bono who push aids into ur face

but i am

i was watching oprah..man it kills me

babies getting raped
wtf who would fuckin rape a baby
thats sick.

people slicin people up 4 no reason

and the US only gave 100,000 dollars to haiti when they had the storm.

but the tsunami victims get 10,000,000,000.

right ok.

let haiti have a tsunami.

bush will be like what? haiti what?

its bullshit

i guess i gotta do sumthin.
i dont really know what tho

my baby :(

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 22:37:57 GMT

i like ryan cabrera.

and john legend

theyre so precious

me and my random music

they both relate to me tho.

but im so depressed cuz of my wallet

and lance and his truthful opinion
hes ruining my life lol

but hes right
i dont know how many times ill say it but boys are so stupid
they eat trash.rrrrrr

OOOHHHHH omg omg omg

i saw the nastiest thing 2 day

i was at frys omg

i saw this old man dig in his nose and eat his boogers.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i would expect that from a lil kid

but this due was 50.it was ridiculous. lol

thats fucked

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 00:27:58 GMT

my wallet is gone.
my social
my debit
my license
my blockbuster gift card
5$
my school id :(

i just hope that whoever finds it or took it, will give it back

i would never take money or anything out of a persons wallet

just turn it in or call me please

im begging u

...well if u do have it, you'll only get 5 dollars..lol

but its messed up to steal. u could always ask me for 5 dollars.

how perfect

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 17:00:13 GMT

STEVEN! it was meant to be that my song is milkshake!

Milkshake by Kelis

"My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
And they're like, it's better than yours
Damn right it's better than yours
I could teach you
But I have to charge"

You can work it! And you started a new trend or two in 2004!

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

Cheryl Anne tried to kill me

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 02:31:52 GMT

thanks to some monstah
i..
Shanda...
ate SEAFOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ZIFENESSSSS!!

and i threw up.
it was the worst.

i had to think of gian to stay strong. :(

but im ok now!

and i went dreshopping today.

i hate dresses 4ever. why cant we wear jeans to asb ball?

the american idols wear jeans

....speaking of jeans

i got sum cute ones today.

i just need a belt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Get over it.

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 04:17:03 GMT

i wish these people would stop actin like theyre the only ones in the world

i wish they would stop comin to me and tellin me their problems because i dont care.

unless if its a life altering problem dont cry to me

but...

Ushers new video...its nice : 0

i just luv it.

i can't believe what im hearing

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 04:48:47 GMT

for everyone

dont try to justify yourself
if you said sumthin wrong u meant it. obviously
or else you wouldnt have said it.
if u did sumthin wrong you meant it. or else you wouldn't have done it.

if u felt sumthin wrong u may not have meant it...cuz u had sense enough not to act on it.

so for future references id say... i dunno maybe think about what you say or do before you say or do them.

people are offended.

me being one out of however. im not to good at statistics.

but thanks cuz i got more material now.

i guess i dont know and i never have

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 02:43:14 GMT

i didnt know alot of things
so i give up trying to understand people

5 months.

some people are racist.
some people are kleptos.
some people make up lies to get attention.
some people are crazy.
and some people are dying to get away.

this is what senior year is?
i thought it was supposed 2 be fun?

the sad thing is that these people are the ones i thought were friends.

oh fyi, im the last one.

u make me wanna la la

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 01:32:00 GMT

so after the west side story audition

i played the ashlee simpson game

u know where u ask a question and u change radio stations?

ya that one

so i was like

is he thinking of me?

and the 1st song was lil john sayin "yeyuh!!!!"

lol
so i was like okay!

then after that i was like are we gonna make out like crazy ever?
it was aretha franklin sayin "just a little bit"
oh em gee

so then i was like hmm are we gonna be together for awhile
and then the last song was ruben studdard sayin "lonelinesss"

I was like noooo!!!!!!!!!

the story of my relationships lol

u guys should play that game.
its fun

i wanna own the whole world

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 05:05:13 GMT

i dont want people knowin where i am.
my space
who would do such a thing lol
but tom and rufio

i like it like that

im am scrooge

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 17:04:13 GMT

so ya
i went to the party last night

and once again i didnt have fun

? what is up with me?

but it was funny watchin rickys friends and garren drunk

my new hobby is watchin drunk people fall down 2 flights of stairs

its great
you should try it

and what is up with black people and video games
well maybe just black boys
maybe just boys in general
yeah

wutever video games

and lauren! she made us miss the countdown!
lol sucka!

*on a serious note-

i didnt think it would come to this.
cuz im really mad about mcdonalds not being open till 10. i need my daily parfait.
if anthing, that is the most upsetting about new years day.

but nooooo old navy hasss to be open.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

if theres a bah humbug 4 new years eve...then bah humbug

cuz new years is zife.

oh em gee pharrel is the smartest little guy

debbie downer

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 02:48:44 GMT

i hate the freakin ON

no chani i didnt want to go
but thanks 4 sayin it in my face

im not 09 vincent thanks.

and yea marcus i messed up everything so u could criticize everything i do

i quit.

and its new years

i dont understand it. whats so exciting about a new year thats one day away. its only saturday?

i get more excited over little things like when inds makes me laugh lol

sumthin sumthin in the winter
...albums going wood like a splinter
lmao

lol or omg when ruben won American idol, it was my holiday
i had sparkilng cider n stuff
it was great

but im still goin 2 party cuz i i can't be the true wierdo that i am?
owe mye gawd!
rick tick

its time

Merry christmas black boys of america

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 19:59:19 GMT

soo..

the house was filled with Pierces and Hopkins

and christmas was cute

gotta love seein the cuzins

lol me, pretty ricky, ceshia,chris and devin went 2 see fat albert

and it makes me smile to know that they like black girls.
good job guys.

advice:
when ur hanging around cuzins, u dont try 2 talk 2 sum girls!

chris thought he was so cute

"Merry christmas Black girls!"

actually, if a guy sed that to me i'd talk 2 him.

and shayla is the biggest cheater.

monopoly will never be the same

it was a good time

Black boys are a trip

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 07:02:32 GMT

man i swear

not when these
Black boys in San Diego are fucked

they get mad when we get cute white boys

but its ok 4 them 2 get sum trailer trash white chick

ok.

go ahead.

i guess im never gonna have a decent boyfriend until i move 2 oakland.

well....on a fun note

christmas carol was fun

too bad andre just had to see steve and tell him the song he was singing

trevor looked like the guy from black eyed peas
lol hey mama

and i almost killed a poor little black kid with nasty crooked teeth

and he was like, "sorry bluhhhh..."

im like nigga, if u dont move.ill run sumbody over

lucky i liked black boys at that point fitch.

and.......
i saw desiree and blair

why do i always hafta see sumone i know.

i hate that. i just wanna come see the show, talk w/ my friends and walk around in peace.

but i like blair, so its ok : )

tiny tim-
that little girl looked like jonathan.

eh yuck.

jonathan jonathan.
woodstock.

*random thought*
jimmys mole is zife.

almost like jonathan

like hagen daz... he hits the spot

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 04:41:58 GMT

dude

palm springs was noice

i got my jackie o glasses finally

the worst news:

Aleeve increases heart attacks!

man i sniff aleeve daily 2

dang it

why is it that when u eat a bag of truffles u throw up...
its just not fair
theyre really good
mm..

too bad im only gonna be seeing family this break

i needed my love. my inspiration!
...

to be or not to be?

to go to the napolean party or to get the nails done?

...naiiiiillllllsss.....
well i guess it depends on who's there....hmmm

random thought
frank is so sexy. youre all jealous.

alyssa
hook me up up sebastian.

that hotti who likes 2 potty

eww

i meant party but sounds like potty....

ya..

Grease is not the word.

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 06:43:23 GMT

I cant believe they dont even sing that song in the show

that song is the reason.

Grease was so much fun 2night

it was aight last night cuz i didnt really know ne one

but ya me brian and savannah were "lay-oo"ing every 5 seconds

and it was noice 2 see my casey jones

omg dustin is cuter than franklin the baby turtle on nickelodeon.

i love it

not when scaberoach was dancing like that lol

and nemar almost died. lol
he wanted 2 end it all. lmao

and justin was soo hyper!

and that baby next 2 me that kept making noises.

craziness

everybody did good

fridays are always better I guess

but-
now my day is ruined 2morrow.

well it was extremely depressing day 2day
cuz i am selfish
i mean i didnt even get my inspiration
and my car is getting dirty again.
and i was stuck in kwanzaa all day
in that hideous outfit.

but 2morrow is gonna be worse.
i dont even get to see my cuteness...link acheivers
i hafta wear sum nasty lil outfit around sum kids.
and i hafta go to the ON. wtf

i hate that fuckin job i swear

that is the worst job ne one could ask for.

and its 2 more weeks of nothingness.

christmas isnt even exciting anymore

i just want it 2 be my immediate family and thats it

i dont like these outsiders

but i cant wait 4 the charlie brown chirstmas special
cuz i been listsenin 2 that cd

that and new kids on the block...